less than a week

We have less than a week left before the next weigh in!!! I am a little nervous. I know I have lost but not as much as I would like to. This was a hard month due to illness running through the house. The last week I got back on track and lost 2.4 at weight watchers this week. My goals for the week are to move more. Not just exercise but more outside of that. Johnny and I just went for a walk with me pushing his little car that he loves. I will also be taking the stairs instead of the elveator at work, that is 80 steps. I will be searching for others ways to get in movement wherever I can. If you have ideas please share. Of course I am still doing all weight watcher recipes and I need to focus on writing everything down. Im great at the begining of the week then by day four or five im just writing down breakfast. So my promise to myself is to write down everything that goes into my mouth, even if I dont want to admit it to myself. I know this is what works!!! It sounds so easy, yeah right. Good luck this week ladies. I wish you all large sucking sounds of weight loss.

showcase

I told Annie I would showcase so here goes. I dont really know where to start? I guess my weight issues have been with me since starting my menstral cyclye. I was always a skinny child, but as a preteen my weight starated creeping up. I remember as a kid my dad telling me i was going get fat like my mom and grandma (mom is 250 plus and gma is 350 plus)It was so hard to here as a teen that I was going to be that way. I dont think he knew how much I interlized his words but you know. Anyway I had my daughter at 18 and by the time I was at the end of my pregnancy I was 210 at 5'1". No one told me that the weight would not disappear with the birth! My mom never realy taught me how to eat healthy. I was able to lose a little after her birth but soon started working at a fast food resturant. As a single teenage mom that was my main means for a meal most days . At age 22 I was prego again, not super heavy maybe 160... but at 8 months pregnant I lost my baby it was devasting. I went into a deep depression. I did not know I was depressed I just had no feelings at all. Months later when i stepped on to a scale and saw I was up to 215, I knew I had to do something. That is when i discovered weight watchers. I did well got back down to about 170. my husband and I decided to have another child. Of course I was scared the entire time. When I went into labor a month early I prayed please let this child live. He did... but he was extremely disabled...he had a brain disorder that caused seizures (about a hundred a day) and by the time he was three months old he had a trach to breath and a feeding tube in his stomach. Can you say stress and weight gain. I had at least 6 appts in a week for him and still worked full time, to take care of myself was out of the question. At 5 1/2 my son Nathan passed away. I vowed to myself I would not go into a depression like I did with my daughter. That is when I found running. I had a friend who trained me for my first half marthon. I was down to 167 the smallest I have ever been in my adult life. After the marathon I found myself starting to drink alot and putting back on the weight...looking back it was probably the depression I was trying to aviod. Within two years the weight was back. Not all of it but enough. At this point in my life I was going through some major changes. My husband and I seperated and I starting dating this wonderful man. He is a great cook. Can anyone say happy weight. Well I found myself pregnant again. Because of my other two being born early and my age I was high risk, no more running. So what little control I had over my body was now gone. I was ok with it I just wanted a happy healthy baby. My water broke two months early with this child. I was able to keep him in me for two more weeks but my son was born six weeks early. He was small, I was scared and just thought please let him be ok. He is healthy now but for the first year it was very hard. He has had two surgerys and is now perfect. During this time I kept saying I need to start running again. In july of last year I did get back into running only to find that I was back up to 205 and my running time was at a 16 min mile. I tried on my own for a while to lose the weight but it was coming off very slowly. I decided to go back to weight watchers for the support. I am now down 41 pounds and it is all just working for me. I hope this time I can keep it off! thanks for reading I hope to hear about all of you soon

hard week

Good day ladies. As my tite says this last week was very hard. My baby was sick and up for three nights in a row with fever, then of course I caught it. I am still trying to get over the cold. This is not a normal cold it a mega cold on steriods. So my eating and excerise where both off track. The good news is I did not gain, but I also did not lose. Normaly in my life this is when I would quit and stop going to weight watchers. This time however i reslove to jump thos hurdle and keep fighting. After all this is about a healthy life now, for me anyway. Not just about losing weight. I want to be able to play with my son. I also see that a lot of us women struggled this week. It helps to know I am not alone. Thanks to all of you for sharing it really helps. Good luck to everyone this week.

i did it!!!

Like the title says I did it...I hit 35lbs...I lost 2 lbs this week...it was a great week for me. I got in five workouts. Ate healthy all week and I did it! So my goal for this week is a repeat...do what I just did this last week. Track all my food, get in at least 5 days of excerise and relax because I think this time I got this. It is all working!!! So my promise to myself is to stop doubting myself. I tend to get on the treadmill and think "I cant run this fast" or "I cant run this far" but every time I can and I do. So now im going to try and say "pick it up, you can go faster for longer" I also doubt every songle week that im losing weight. But it is right there in black and white that I am. No more going intp meetings thinking that I have not done enough. Time to cheer ME on, along with all the women I try to cheer along the way. Good luck with your journeys this week ladies!!! You can do it to!!!

back to the basics

As my title says i need to go back to the basics...this last week was tough because I was not prepared for it. I try on my weekends to decide what I will fix for dinner and leftovers are lunch, make a list and shop for what I need. Last weekend was so hectic I didnt have good planning, therefor a hard week of eating. I still lost .4 I should not complain, but I know it could have been better if I was prepared. So my goal for this week is to make sure I am prepared for lunches and dinners. My second goal is to fit in more exercise. I think I need to wake up a little eariler to do it before the baby wakes up. I have been trying to do it after work but this last week I worked over time every day and was just to tired when I got home. I did not hit my 35lbs this week so next week BETTER be good. I really, really want to hit that mile stone, and I know what needs to be done to get there. I wish all of you good luck this week in meeting your goals!!!

i like it

I find i like blogging. I did not think i would, but it helps to write out my feelings and move on. My week has gone back on track. I lost 3.6 last week at WW and now 1.7 this week. I feel great!!! I am half a pound away from losing 35pounds all together. I still have a way to go but i am on the right track. I hope every one of you ladies can feel this way!!! My luck and love to all of you

Hi ladies, i hope everyone is doing well...so i had a great week this last week...i felt like the weight loss queen! Everything was just falling into place, the food the excrise the weight loss that acompanys it. I had a couple major things for me #1 when i weighed in on friday i was in the 160s for the first time since high school...needless to say i was very excited #2 my honey and i went to san fran on tues, we like to go to thrift stores so we went to a couple in s.f. there was a beautiful black wool trench coat, but it was a large, i havent fit a large in who knows how long but i decided to try it on...IT FIT!!! not just put it on fit but button all the way even over my boobs on and it wasnt even tight through the shoulders...i cried right there in the middle of the thrift store...anyway this week i find myself with some small little sabatoges going on...i need to regroup and refocus and remeber I CAN DO THIS and I AM WORTH IT...sometimes i forget this...I have been through a lot in life and for some reason i still put others first...i need to remember sometimes im imporant enough to be first! thank you ladies for sharing and letting me vent...i wish you all luck through out this entire week.